Hi Mum. If my maths is any good,it's been 16 weeks since you've been gone...I didn't really want to count back the weeks we've spent without you,but i'm sure it's been 16 weeks xxxx Me,Ant and the kids are fine. Esmae is coming on great,she's 10 weeks old already,she's such a cheeky little thing,mum.I'm sure you'd love her.Ciara and Ryan are doing well also,their all keeping me busy,thats for sure.We all miss you so much,mum.I'd give anything to have a chat with you,even if it was just on the phone. We will be able to come and visit you soon,which will be nice.It'll be great to have somewhere to go to feel closer to you.Better go now,mum,before i get upset again. Love and miss you always Love Lay,Ant and the kids xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx